PTSD…. Depression…. Scared of rejection…. anxiety…. fear of society… fake smiles…. cover the tears…. their lying…. brings you back to crying…. hiding the scars…. so deep, so far…. not showing the real you…. because the judgements are lowing…. they gossip… but do not know the story…. heart broken…. soft spoken…. higmding your face…. from theirContinue reading “Truth”
Tag Archives: Anxiety
Hope
There is hope. Even when you feel hopeless. Even if you feel like there is nowhere to turn. Someone does care about you, someone does love you. Sometimes our brain tells us things that are not true. We may think that we can not tell anyone we are struggling. We may think that we areContinue reading “Hope”
Not Today
I have been struggling with writing on this blog the last couple of days. It have been really hard for me because I just feel like I am doing the wrong thing all the time. I have been told I am just writing this blog for attention or for people to have sympathy for meContinue reading “Not Today”
It’s not Impossible
“It’s going to be hard, but hard does not mean impossible.“ Somethings we face in our life is going to be really hard to face. We may think that we can not get through it and want to give up the fight. The mountain top may seem so far away. We could be going throughContinue reading “It’s not Impossible”
Self Discovery
This one is a hard one for me. I have a hard time finding who I am because I felt like I had to be someone everyone else wanted me to be. I would tell myself, if I do something others may not like I am going to be rejected. So to me going withContinue reading “Self Discovery”
It’s Okay!
Last night was a really bad night. After I dropped off my son back to his dad. I cried for two hours. I came home to an empty apartment. I felt extremely lonely. It was really hard for me with it being Mother’s day and I did not have my children. I felt like IContinue reading “It’s Okay!”
You are Strong
No matter what you are feeling right now you are strong. You will get through whatever you are facing. I know sitting down and doing nothing to get out is easier. That means you do not have to face your giants. That means you will not have to fight for your own life. I knowContinue reading “You are Strong”
My Body, My Rules
I have a really great friend who is like a brother to me that has helped me a lot. He has shown me what a health friendship looks like. He has also helped me realized that I am in control of who I allow to touch me. From a very early age I was usedContinue reading “My Body, My Rules”
Who am I?
“Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one’s definition of your life, but define yourself.”Harvey Fierstein Are you the victim or the survivor? In my life I have always felt like the victim. The victim of abuse from my father. The sexual abuse I endured. The mentalContinue reading “Who am I?”
